"he had thought betrayal would get easier with time. it didn't" i pesonaly dont think that it would get easear, its not really right... well it does depend on the surcumstances but anyways, it just leads to guilt dosnt it?

"im not sure which is harder, being caught in the wake of this project showdown, or believing it exists"
this sentence really makes me think of how much the past or present affects the future and how much one decision can change everything. sometimes i think of what could of happened if i had chose differently...

"I'm going to end this now" says the antagonist "Englishman"of the book as hes chasing the protagonist. it seems like the writer could just end the book now, but .. i have a ways to go. what else could happen? i mean really its already a hardcore scene, and there's all this intense stuff going on... so what next?